A letter for my Papa

Dear Papa,

Hi Papa! How are you? I miss you! I know that we’re not very close but I want you to know that you’re the best father for me! Even though you feel you’re not. Papa I always wanna say thank you for everything! Especially for all the sacrifices that you’ve done to us, even though you’re giving up and wanna give up, you still manage to fight and tell us that you’re fine as long as we’re fine! Papa, when you need someone to listen to your problems, I’m always here! And I’m thankful that you’re hearing me out to all of my problems.

Papa, I hope you’re taking care of yourself there. You’re always asking us if we sleep early or did we eat already, but papa, you don’t need to ask us because Nanay and Tita are taking care of us! You don’t need to worry! Papa, I hope that you eat many food as you can and sleep longer than you can there, I know that you’re tired everyday, so please take care of yourself. You’re far away from us and I’m always thinking of you. Remember when you got sick? I got really sad because you still go to your work instead of getting a rest. You laughed at me and saying that “I’m fine, you don’t need to worry”, but I got really worried because you’re not near with us.

I also hope that you’re not getting sad there because it’ll hurt me a lot. I still remember the day you called me, you were crying and saying that you wanted to die because you cannot endure it anymore. We both cried that, I cannot do anything, I cannot even hug you very tight. I ended up saying that “Papa, please don’t give up! Please don’t cry. I’ll graduate soon! God have better plans for us.” I know that it’s not worth to lessen your pain, but papa, what all I said is really sincere. Papa I always saying that I love you so much, and I will always do because you’re the best Papa for me! I love you my papa pig, handsome, strict but very clingy Papa! I miss you so much and I cannot wait for you to comeback!

Your Daughter,

Allana.

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